Monday, November 15, 2010
o levels are over. but i dont feel a thing...
quite pissed now. with myself. with everything. there's so much i want to do. but i have to be restricted by practically everything. i feel so pissed off now.cant i just do what i like. why do i have to accommodate everyone and make myself miserable?damn. i feel so sian now. i really wanted the job. i really wanted to go for my courses. there;s so much things i have planned, that i wanted to do during the hols . but life just have to come and twist everything. i know its so crapppy.. i mean it is my kin. i wanted to do these things so badly... and the best part is i worked so hard for them damn it. its really selfish of me. but why cant i just be selfish for once? sometimes you have to remember i am not an adult. i have the mentality of a 30 year old sometimes but there are still times that i want to be stubborn and have things my own way.
why do i have to bust during the hols just to meet all the stuff that i want to do before all the datelines. i;m really tired... give me a break.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:12 PM
