Sunday, November 13, 2011
I don't think u matter so much to me anymore. ur actions are not logical and u don't even bother to explain. I doot quarrel with you as i still do not have enough evidence to prove u are reallu like this. sometimes i really wish u could disappear from sight. So i do not have to feel anything for u anymore. u are making a mess of so many ppl's lives. no matter what reason it is it has become a selfish reason.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9:04 AM
Saturday, September 24, 2011
I'm so tired. why is there so many things i have to worry abt. cant i have a normal day without all the crap happening. i am stuck in btw everything. i am bloody tired. cant i bloody hell get out of this crap shit. knowing the truth hurts. i just want to be deluded , so can i stop knowing the truth?
everytime i come back i feel so helpless. i want to cry but i cant, i cant breakdown but i am bloody tired. i am only human i am a 17 year old kid okay.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:36 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2011
so many things have happened that i should write them down to never forget
Nov/ Dec in malaysia and i wont ever regret it no matter what.
Dec/Jan. D& C. I met a wonderful supervisor anna and colleague sumun. love all the talk about malaysia food. my next door sales assistants vini and friends=) my each a cup bubble tea friend=D
Kean. Charmaine.
Jan/Feb received results. worrying over jc and poly. made my choice and wont regret it. though i always have this unexplained feeling when i see my classmates go to sch in their jc uniforms.... but i wont look back now =) i am so glad after all the problems i had in np, home it turns out all right in the end. very tiring and always felt like giving up. so glad i didnt.
Feb/March worked at hotel banquet. met lots of nice ppl. worked morning shift and learnt lots of things that changed my perspective. but still it wont make me give up what i have worked for for so long.
Poly may be a hard choice as compared to JC but the most impt thing is to believe in myself and just work hard for all i am worth for. so jiayou qiyuan!!!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9:07 PM
Monday, January 10, 2011
so many things to upload but so little time... but i will try my best haha
steamboat with squadmates =D
weili's cooked prawn
Class chalet!
Shean yin!
Candice!
Xinyan!
Janice!
during worktime =)
shoes shoes and more shoes =D
using facebppk pn my supervisor's iphone muahahahahah xD
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:36 AM
Friday, December 31, 2010
working can be fun but a bit too realistic sometimes. oh well jiayou!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
8:59 AM
